These days im feeling so confused and hesitated to decide which way I have to follow in my life. I have many ways but don’t know which one to follow and best for me. The year of rotation of dentistry is about to finish after that we are supposed to work in country centres outside the city centre and from a scientific point of view it sounds that its not beneficial and may not add good experience. i want to go back to baghdad as soon as possible. the situation there is much more better than before but it may explode at any time and I don’t feel that it is the same city that I lived in from the other side keeping in mosul is not the solution because its not better than baghdad if we are talking about the security situation but I found the friends that I missed in baghdad. I began to make friends and like the people here. Most of my friends in baghdad left iraq either as refugees or to find a calm and peaceful place to work and complete their education away from terrorism.
Some of them adviced me to take the master degree abroad and I began to admit to colleges and made some contacts even with the embassies and came up with hopeful results. In my last two visits to the college of dentistry where I studied in some professors suggested me to be appointed as a junior. I have many choices and everyone got its virtues but im very confused and hesitated of what im supposed to do.